
original digital composition by phil gennuso
Inside the smell of fear is palpable. The young women and girls, clutch the younger girls and babies. Koresh has promised the immortal, no one will forget us, ever.
Koresh, the son of god, will summon them before the noon lunch. He will pick one girl to have sex with first before the sermon, his custom, his religious ceremony.
Outside, the police are losing patience, sirens, horns, agencies. The world waits, so many days, what is going to happen, in Waco, Texas. The cold war is over, the new war has begun, springing, native, from wild American soil, cultures of zealots, everywhere, religious freedom.
None of the Davidians will leave, transfixed by the impending apocalypse they have been waiting for their entire life. This is what they have come for.
To fill the empty hole inside, this strange land, without a past to hold you fixed, your feet rooted in the thousands of years of time, culture, no, here, shifting sands, sandstorms, dessert storms, so many lost, soulless, longing.
The signal at last is given to go.
Was it from the President, to crush the impeding religious rebellion?
The fire and the gas fill the hole inside of all of them and gives them a new heart, divine blessed by Koresh, fire running through their arms and legs, as if new and consuming the holy sacrifice thus fulfilling the prophecy. Koresh is right.
That lonely place inside of the Davidian, a homelessness of the soul, that breeds so many zealots, to gather, so many lost pilgrims even among the skyscrapers of Houston and waves of grain and streets of gold, and gospels of success.
He has shot the false messiah, the false Koresh and took his rightful place as the head of his flock.
Born of the eternal apocalypse, the saints of years ago when fires shot across the earth and diseases wrecked civilizations. That is when Koresh was born, to be savior, noble star, path to heaven, Koresh divine.
And at this last moment, Koresh is transfigured, into a pole burning, a corpse on file on a crumbling stake of wood, that crumbles to burnt ash, the offering to a zealous god.
He will be remembered as long as history lives, he promises, his last words.
They are his acolytes, his silent acolytes, for as long as words are spoken.